Indebted

I don't think I've ever felt more depressed in my life because of my financial situation, ever. I can only conjure up thoughts which begin with "If only I had ...", but it's too late. All's done, and now I'm left with a debt of about $2550. Fuck, that's going to take me forever to pay off, no matter how it's done. And then I think of the things I had planned to spend my money on, like driving lessons and such. Well, screw that. It doesn't even enter my budget, and probably won't til at least 2013. I hatteeeee life.