It's been a while since I last wrote a blog, and I guess blogging has just lost it's hype for me. I guess one of the main reasons would be that it's so much more public than it was a year ago (back when only I could write in it, and I was the sole reader of it). Another would be that lately, I just don't feel like I have anything to write about. I've been out so much, enjoying time with friends and talking more to people that I just haven't really had those 100% Liz-thoughts recently .. Even when I'm at home nowadays, I spend my time sleeping, catching up on drama and just doing pointless things to pass time until the next time I'm able to meet people again.
There are so many things I want to buy, now more than ever before. I've created some sort of mindset that I'm going to buy as much of them as possible these holidays but the thing that's really holding me back is the thought of not being able to move out in my second year of uni. Traveling to and forth uni every day is already quite costly, but moving out would require at least 5x that amount of money. I don't know which is more worth it - my materialistic desires, which would hopefully last at least the next few years, or my need for freedom, which could be satisfied in two ways: moving out of home, or buying a car. Blah I'll figure things out sooner or later.
In the past two weeks since graduation, I've experienced a lot of emotions, and some very strange events. Every day I go through several ups and downs in my moods, and I've been labeled in many different ways. And I've discovered something about myself recently. My whole enjoying single-ness phase was just that - a phase. Not that I'm desperate for a guy or anything now, but I've come to the realization that those kinds of thoughts and feelings don't last forever. Well, I remember reading something about singles which I believe to be very true - the singles who are happy being single are that way because they make the most of it. It's simple, and it's probably been said a gazillion times before, but I really think it's applicable to any happy singles out there. Also, those singles who are just waiting for their significant others to turn up are wasting their time brooding over what they lack, rather than focusing on what they have.
Well, that's my very short two cents for the day. I was going to turn this post into another super long essay but I'm currently focused more on my negative thoughts than my positive ones, and so .. I'll come back when I'm normal again ==;;
p.s. The title - it's what everyone's been saying to me these days every time I'm a bit happier than usual. Thanks guys ... *rolls eyes*
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