I Love You

I love you 사랑한다는
이말밖에는 해줄 말이 없네요
I love you 의미 없는 말이 됐지만 사랑해요

이제와서 무슨 소용 있겠어요
다신 볼 수 없는 이별인데
돌이킬 수 없는 걸 잘 알고 있지만
어떻게든 그대 잡아 두고 싶은걸
우~우~우~

이세상 아니라도 언젠가
우리다시 만날텐데
눈물 한방울도 보여선 안되겠죠

사랑에 빠지게 만들었던
미소로 날 떠나요
그 미소 하나로 언제라도
그대를 찾아낼 수 있게

I love you 기억하나요
처음 그대에게 느낀 그떨림

I love you 오랜후에서야
내게 해준 그대 한마디
우리사랑 안될거라 생각했죠
너무나도 아름다웠기에

돌아서려 했었던 내 앞에 그대는
꿈만같은 사랑으로 다가 왔었죠
우~우~우~

이세상 아니라도
언젠가 우리다시 만날텐데
눈물 한방울도 보여선 안되겠죠

사랑에 빠지게 만들었던
미소로 날 떠나요
그 미소 하나로 언제라도
그대를 찾아낼 수 있게

언젠가 우리 다시 만나면
약속 하나만 해요
이렇게 아프게
너무 쉽게 헤어질 사랑하진 마요

That, above, is exactly how I'm feeling.
Tonight, I deleted Joe off my account.
Why? I suppose it's because.. it's too hard to face the fact that he's not there for me anymore. He's become a person. A friend. But that's too hard. I love him. I remember I once said a long time ago, in a moment of Joe's insecurity, that love does not fade. And I stand strong at that point. Joe accused me of my words several times.. but love doesn't fade. I still love him. I always will.

I have to admit it really hurt when he took it so easily when I told him that I would be deleting him off my account. When he asked why, I said that I was incapable of being his friends. No further questions asked. He said okay. And he said goodbye. I don't even know what I was expecting.. For him to beg me not to delete him? No, I'm not stupid. I guess I was hoping that he would have enough will power for the both of us to remain friends.. And so I'm taking the easy way out.. I'm erasing Joe from my life slowly, one little step at a time. No I won't ever forget him. But I sure as hell will try. Because I want to get back on track again, into my life. Not ours.. it's just mine now. The first step is to delete him off facebook.. Why is this so hard?